So, I need to vent. I hate venting because I feel like I’m being annoying, whiny, and needy and I know there are other people way worse off than me, but sometimes I just need to vent. I have been feeling CRAPPY. It’s been a constant battle these past few days between the weakness, nausea, and exhaustion. I’m so nauseous that I can’t eat anything without feeling like I’m going to be sick, but because I’m not eating much, I feel so weak…not to mention absolutely exhausted. My head is spinning, heart pounding, and it’s hard to get a good breath. Now, I wouldn’t wish these feelings on anybody ever, but sometimes I just wish I had someone who knew exactly what I was going through. My mom is trying to understand, but she just can’t. I think tomorrow I’m going to go to the hospital to get some IV fluids. I’m hoping that will help to get me some energy and maybe curb the nausea. Who knows? I hope everyone else had a good week!
Hugs!
-Brooke
We all need to vent sometimes, so don't apologise. When you feel crappy day after day after way too many days, you need to vent a bit to stay sane. Every now and then I reach the point where it's either scream or explode. It's about reaching a threshold where it's just one to many things to deal with and when you think about it we'd never tell someone else in our position not to vent.
ReplyDeleteSorry you are going through such a tough time. Hope the IV fluids work. Hang in there and know you're not alone :)
Hi Brooke, it's Candice <3
ReplyDeleteI just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you, and that I'm always hear if you need someone to vent TO. I know that a lot of times our families get sick of hearing it, or don't quite trust us in what we're telling them that we're experiencing, and our friends often can't be of much help either because they haven't experienced it themselves. So, if you need to talk to anyone who gets what you're feeling, and can totally validate you and empathize, I'm always here. You'll be in my thoughts today. Hoping and praying that this gets better for you. <3
Love,
Candice
yall are sweet. thanks for the thoughts :)
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